justrun-.

5 reasons to be happy (for now)

pat is very tired from training. slept at 2am last night. doing ss. hah. but my fault cos i was going at a very slow pace. brain wasn't functioning very well. plus i had to shower and all.

chocolates are very addictive. omg why am i so tired! rahh. got so much hw to do. boohoohoo.

a few very nice things have happened recently. well firstly, i'm finally off probation. yay very happy. waited 4 mths for this. worried me sick for 4 mths and now it's over. whooppee okay actually i'm so tired so not as happy as i was when i was feeling more alive. secondly, i passed math retest. and improved a lot. so that's really good. for me. hm. and first time lui put "gd!" on my paper as well. hah. thirdly, lui didn't read out my index number! for list of failures for prev test. haha but actually i'm quite sure he missed out my number because i was thinking hard, and then i realised that it's impossible that i passed. i mean reflecting on my answers. i couldn't answer a lot of questions. so yes, i think he forgot to read out my number. wait so this isn't supposed to be a reason to be happy. haha. sigh oh well it would be nice to pass for a change though. so i'm mugging hard for test in w10. fourthly, i managed a pb for aerobic run yestd. which is really really a happy thing cos my injury hasn't been getting better. just goes to show that plasters work miracles. mwaha.

this brings me to the topic of pain! yes. pain. isn't it some kind of nerve stimulation? ask medical whiz to answer me another time. ahah. pc doctor! what is pain? okay anyhow, you see, by substituting one kind of pain with another kind of pain, you actually get different effects. like the muscle inflammation pain? substituted that with the burning pain of the plaster and i could run faster. ahha but aiyah. the burning sensation was terrible :( but this was the first time in ages doing such a fast-paced run. so i got all giddy after. yes the brain is interesting isn't it? send diff messages to it and you get diff outcomes.

okay i'm sneezing a lot. please may i not be sick -crosses fingers. ohmytian so much work. depressing really. yay got the oc tonight.

rumour going around that we're changing coaches :( esp to that guy?! i am scared.

ahha humans can be so inhumane. shen congye! he sucks! damn freaky la. joanne peh and tay ping hui don't go together man. lol. i prefer joanne peh and the other guy. joanne peh's face is kinda wide. but she has nice collar bones. okay i'm going nuts.

totally disgusted -pukes. no shit man, no shit. okay that didn't sound very me. hurhur.

//08 days to the gambling one

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [21:32]

and took [20050811] strides

it's the passion that drives you